Hard to wait
"The only solution" – the way etc – no uncertainty anymore
Power-oriented, over/subordination – I "old soul", is medium so KNOW
The present, the emptiness – be here and now, disconnected from responsibility, etc.
Simplifications – the history of humanity, the cause of evil, etc.
The need for certain rigid rules of life (diet, for example) when so many other taboos are exceeded?
Being separated as an individual – separated
You are born alone and die alone, after all. No one can fully understand one. No one can have the same interest in your project as they do. Everyone is the center of their own lives, that's the way it is.
PARADOX! To be alone, and still be able to feel and want fellowship.
That the world is meaningful and magical
Superstition – "if went wrong, then maybe there was a moose on the road"
PSI – notice, true dreams
Soulmate ("soulmates" are always connected, you feel…)
Meeting someone, though crazy – "what would tell me"
The concurrency of all things, not having to wait
Being dependent on others – insufficient
To be able to wait. Drop ahead of the queue. Like asking for your place, or taking care of yourself, as a "Community thing" as well, that it evens out in the long run. To be able to forgive. Being able to ask for help
To become perfect, double pole, "one's own light"
"Don't be a victim"
Own Responsibility : KARMA
"No one can do wrong or suffer wrong."
Having the solution to the theodicé problem
The power of thought
There were some who stuck, but not me (sects)
Understanding one's life, etc. based on past-life memory (reink.memories)
Perfection and demands ("not judge")
There are two kinds of love – "low" and "high", primitive and developed
Omnipotence – Magical Thinking
I know – via intuition etc – not only believe (also below "aging")
Askes – do not need to be buried in the "home soil", the body a "shell"
Too EASY to forgive – cancel all ties (dad tortured in that life, but today forgiven)
TOO much religious tolerance etc, "everyone is right" – not having to negotiate, debate
Solidarity with animals – then too little solidarity with people
A path, a template to follow – beyond relationships and negotiations, asking for help, etc.
Symbiotic AND uninterested in relationships
KARMA – experience needed for development, mechanical processing
Influenced by their own actions (reink memories), not growing up & parents
"Spiritual emergency" – not being psychotic and helpless, but something big that is happening, which doctors do not understand
Mysticism – mediation without those who live around
Be inspired by yourself, what done etc, via regr.minnen! Extr cases of "self-fertilization"
All you experience is returning your own energies, "karma"
You weren't supposed to start therapy until late, too) – keep your grief away.
The division into two genders – incomplete
Double pole, androgynous
"Then I was a man" (reink.minne)
The division into the parent and children generations
As a parent, you often do the best you can.
Parental love is the closest thing to the "divine" love one can get
Living through children, grandchildren… To be able to grieve and rejoice in this
Too many "kids"
Idols, gurus, "enlightened"
Difficult to get started with your adult life
Living "from hand to mouth"
Completely enter a movement, follow a doctrine (newspeak, "stockholm syndrome" to some extent)
Children are too many friends, "fellow hikers" they too (possibly former parent)
Too many "parents"
Parents are fellow hikers
Hierarchy based on "level of utv", not kinship, age or (obvious) experience
Completely pure love – fantasies of being able to harbor such
Hard to admire and be grateful to your parents
Difficulty with authority, subordination
The established annoy (but at the same time admired for their power and influence) – science, the church, universities & as academics, possibly the media and "celebrities"
Solidarity with "aliens", UFOs – our brothers, who see how stupid we are
See conspiracies – the powerful who have groups where you can't participate!
Difficulty walking in psychotherapy, coping with inequality, etc.
The spirit world as an insinsuing system, subservient to
Get a job, get educated
Exceed incest taboos
Reink memories ("Then I was married to dad.")
See parents as "fellow hikers" right now
Being vulnerable and ageing – imperfect
To persevere. To feel compassion. To contribute something. Not too much self-pity. To be able to grieve.
Looking at yourself with good and evil. To allow oneself to be childish, selfish, silly.
Both destructive and constructive
People do the best they can
"It's nice to get old, being young was too damn good" (Söderberg?)
Accepting the subconscious, the "iceberg"
Recognizing and appreciating differences, being supplemented (including male/female)
View of mental illness (programming, telepathic influences, toxins in the body, not practicing enough… kundalini, coated)
This method will solve it!
Health remedies, body purification, enemas
"Then I was a healer" (reink.minne)
Perfect knowledge (and perfection)
Picking out amalgam – "purity" – physical, mental and spiritual perfection
Tired of neg media reporting!
Life is understandable and simple-bottomed
If the energy question is solved – then no need to fight (the roots of violence are simple)
Man is good (not both-and, destructive AND loving… who often realizes in middle age)
"I've had a baby before, I don't need to in this life."
Something big is going on
Being an "old soul"
PARADOX! Getting older, but feeling as young as before. The body is decaying, but it's okay anyway.
Remembering past lives (reink.memory)
Restoring our ancient taboos
The deadly sins
Reestablishing differences between fiction and reality
Between good and evil
The Permissible and the Forbidden
Living and Dead
Human and non-human
"THE OTHER ONE"
All of the above is pre-oidipal thinking and sentient. To some extent, in some people, of certain ages, in certain life situations, can also quite a lot be normal or unproblematic – even a prerequisite for health! –'
Hypnosis or "stockholm syndrome" is extreme case of regression? But naturally, and in some sense, signs of health (asserting one's unaffectedness, or that others are weak who "go at it" is more problematic)
The meaning of life – the will to live on
Ways of knowledge – meditation, books, life experience, regr, "enlighten", utb, Vattum
Image of God – demanding, intimate, "energy god", quantum… Multi-word
Relationships – Dad only "a person you met on the path of life", no one who admires, looked up to
Ideals, inspirations – techniques, rules of life, people, gurus; herself! (via regrminnen)
Coherence – the degree of inner coherence of the thought system (dark/non-coherent, light/congener, light/non-coherent?)
Now, o so v?
What is "I" for – me and my body or me and my soul?
When became intr – big differences in mtrl! From adolescence to middle age
Explanatory power – NA has greater explanatory power
The ego – more akin to "self" than "I" in common terminology
Smorgasbord metaphor – some mix, change, others more "faithful" and orthodox if possible
Morality – follow laws, or "the ends justify the means"
Missioning – is it urgent? Do people need to be saved?
Our existential conditions… We are doomed to
- Live as separate "in-dividuals"
- Dependent on each other
- Divided into two sexes and
- several generations
- Vulnerable and
"Restoring the ego involves…" (Werbart, 2000)
- Restoring our ancient taboos
- Reestablishing differences between fiction and reality
- Between good and evil
- The Permissible and the Forbidden
- Living and Dead
- Human and non-human
- Our privacy as separate individuals
- Our division into two genders and impossibility of being both
- The division into the parent and children generations
- Our ageing
- Our mortality